Well, I knew it would happen eventually, just not this soon. I am officially ready to move back to Oregon. This hasn't been a festering thought or one that creeped up silently, it hit me with a violent force a few days ago. Due to a series of difficult times here, I have found myself becoming very unsatisfied and even annoyed by everyday things. I know it is the state of living abroad...you come to this time when you just want your old comforts. Mine come in the form of a quiet house and a loving neighbor, a supportive church family and a worship service I can sink my teeth into.
I will continue to pray for my heart to be satisfied by our little family here, but it is so hard to be away from a spiritual support system. May God guard my thoughts from despair.
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